Saturday, December 11, 2010

What a Week!

I'll admit. I've been in a blogging slump. So much to say but no desire to do so. Call it what you will.

Regardless, I feel the need to post something...anything. So here goes nothing....

On Monday we had Malachi's IFSP meeting. It went better than expected. There was absolutely no arguments and not once did I have to disagree. Unheard of, I know. I am oh so thankful that it went smoothly. We have CUT BACK Malachi's PT and OT from twice a week each, to once a week each!! We all feel his recovery from his stroke has been magnificent and that we don't need to keep up with the extra therapy! Woo hoo, this tickled me pink! We also decided that when spring comes he will have land PT twice a month and aqua PT twice a month! So excited about this, as I know he will LOVE it!! I also found out that we will soon be having his transition meeting (probably Feb.)! Yikes. This took me by surprise and brought tears rolling down my face! I am so not ready to put him on the bus and send him to school 4 days a week!

In other news, Malachi was taken off his Reglan. His pediatrician felt the risks out weighed the benefits and he has been on it for over a year! We are pleasantly surprised that his reflux seems to be better and we have had very few issues. We are planning on keeping him off of any reflux meds from here on out!

Hope we you have a blessed weekend. We will be busy celebrating birthdays (joshes mom and grandpa), making Christmas cookies and attending an ugly Christmas sweater party. Oh and did I forget to mention more snow and bitterly cold weather? Moving someplace warm always looks good this time of year!

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Feeling Blah

It's that time of year again and while I should be bursting with joy with all things holiday, I find myself in a funk. A fun which creeps up on me despite my best efforts to brush it off. Not only has the weather gotten cold, the snow has begun to fall and the ease of taking 2 children out has disappeared, its also Malachi's annual IFSP time. This means re-evaluations and a meeting, with his team and most likely a "discussion" or two (lets be realistic the whole meeting will be a "discussion")

After a week of evaluations, it has been determined that Malachi is behind. Go figure right? Down syndrome, premature, drug exposed, stroke, heart defect, poor vision...the odds are stacked against him. So why am I feeling so negative about the situation? Good question, but I have no freaking idea! Malachi has overcome SOOOO much, shouldn't I be happy that he is walking, crawling up the stars, signing over 40 signs...the easy answer is yes. And I am! So very thankful that his massive stroke didn't leave him paralyzed, that being born only weighing 3 lbs didn't cause him to be hooked up to an oxygen tank 24/7 and that he is doing so much...SOOO MUCH!

BUT, there are things that still get to me. Talk about how his lack of attention, his anger management skills, the fact that he STILL can not eat table food, questions about his lack of verbal speech, his lack of use in his right arm (still left over from the stroke) many challenges to overcome, such a long road a head of us, how can I not feel depressed? I rarely feel overwhelmed (for example, elijah's heart surgery and week stay in the hospital and Malachi's stroke 2 days after Eli got discharged followed by another week in the hospital...I like to think I endured that like a trooper) and I am struggling with how to handle it. I dont like it, not one bit. BUT this to shall pass...right?
For now I will look at these sweet faces...

and remember that we do this all for them! And they are soo worth it!

Wednesday, December 1, 2010


Malachi has been sick, go figure. While we were at the pediatricians office, for the 3rd time in 2 weeks, they decided to run some labs to check for allergies. While they were taking blood I ashed her to go ahead and check his thyroid. While the RSV, Influenza A and B and allergies all came back negative, his TSH came back at 5.79 and his T4 came back at 1.1. We were referred to a pediatric endocrinologist. Just wondering if any of you have been through this and can offer good questions to ask. Thanks!

Monday, November 22, 2010

Auntie Em

We have had some crazy weather here in northern Illinois today! I knew when I woke up and saw they temp we were in for some serious storms. I was right. By 9 in the morning we had tornado November! CRAZY.

Me and the boys were out an about when I heard the sirens going off. It was around 3:15pm. Then I saw it, clouds swirling, and I knew I needed to turn the other way. I saw the funnel cloud in the distance (probably 2 miles away) and my heart started beating out of my chest. I drove the opposite direction until I could no longer hear the sirens. The radio said a tornado had touched down and was heading towards the town right next to ours. YIkes! I turned back around and headed home. After I was back on my path home I saw it...HUGE electrical towers down, one laying on the ground, the other two twisted together. There were branches down and the trees looked like they had gone through the shredder. A few mins. later I reached our neighboring town, population..200. I couldn't believe it. Complete devastation. Then I heard on the radio that a school bus had been thrown into a corn was full of students. Their were house with no roofs, foundations with no houses and rescue personnel everywhere. Ambulances, fire trucks and police lights flashed as far as I could see. Then in the middle of it all, a old white church, with stained glass windows complete unharmed. Why? I can only assume my neighbors are questioning why our houses were spared and theirs were eaten up by this monster of a tornado. We live less than 2 miles away.

I pulled in the drive way to see our house perfect and cried. This is the 2nd time in 3 years that a tornado has touched down within 2 miles of our house. The last one was 3 January's ago and our local apple orchard was demolished. Our community rallied together to raise money for the families affected. Red cross set up an emergency station at the fire station down the street.

As I type this I can hear helicopters buzzing around in the air. I'm sure my newly homeless neighbors are getting settled in the fire station still a buzz about what just happened.

Please remember our community in your prayers. It's going to take a LONG time to recover. I will post pictures soon.

Sunday, November 21, 2010


November 21st 2008 will forever be etched in our minds.

For weeks we had been traveling to Chicago to visit our son who was to ill to come home. He was living in a house for medically frail children, slept in a room with 5 others who were deemed to sick to live a "normal" life. Some were their because their parents felt their child was to difficult others were their because their parents chose to abuse them while still in the womb. Then their was Malachi, born with the odds stacked against him like so many of the other children, his future looked bleak. Little did he know...little did we know our lives were going to be flipped upside down and out of the darkness of that modern day orphanage we were given the most valuable gift ever!

I still remember the first time I walked into that "house." Their were twenty some kids, with different stories, different challenges they needed to over come. We were introduced to Malachi's nurse Dee. She was holding Malachi. That exact moment my heart melted and I fell in love. After an hour visit, we left in tears. We promised we would be back to get him. We made many more trips to the city over the following weeks, each time we bonded with our son more and more. He was already teaching us so much.

Due to the fact that he was born 6 weeks early, had a heart defect and very immature lungs, he got sick and wound up back in the hospital a week before we were supposed to bring him home. His gotcha day was up in the air. Our hearts were broken. His room was ready, clothes were washed, diaper bag packed and the car seat secured in our car but we didn't know when we could welcome our new bundle of joy home.

November 21, 2008 we went back to Chicago praying Malachi would be able to come home. We had a CPR training, a final test on his medication and a meeting with the DCFS case workers and the nurses that had cared for him. We were told that they still hadn't heard if he was going to be discharged so we decided to head to the hospital to visit him. While we were driving through the parking garage we got a call. With a joy unexplainable we were told he was going to be discharged directly to us!!! We ran back to the orphanage to pick up his stuff then rush back to the hospital to get our baby!

Here is a picture of us waiting to be discharged.
At 7pm we walked out of the hospital with our son!!!!!!! It was one of the best feelings ever and our lives have not been the same ever since.

My sweet boy,
      I love you more than words can ever say! Your smile melts my heart and your hugs bring tears to my eyes. You are so loved! Thank you for blessing us all! God brought us together as a family and I will forever be thankful. Happy gotcha day! Momma and daddy love you to the moon and back!!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

This is long, long, long over due. Please forgive me.

One November 4th we celebrated Eli's first birthday. Our day was typical, Josh worked, the boys had ungodly amounts of therapy, you know the usual. My mom and dad came over for dinner and birthday cake. I attempted to make Chicken Pot Pie, from scratch. About and hour before my parents were due over, I tasted it. It was horribly sweet and I knew instantly I couldn't serve it. In the trash it went. My kind husband told me I had used sweet cream butter rater than normal butter. Who knew there are so many kinds of butter? Can you tell im not a cook? HAHA Anyways, I sent Josh out to the store (mind you I live in a town of 1,500 people and our grocery store has VERY limited items). I quickly threw together a new chicken pot pie. It was okay, not enough flavor. Eli enjoyed the veggies and Malachi enjoyed it in his preferred puree texture. 

The highlight of the night was Eli eating his cake!! And then a bath in the sink! Look at that smile!!!!

November 6th we had his birthday party! We found a environmental center that had a room we could rent for a few hours. The best thing about this center is that they have a birds of prey exhibit. And since the theme for the party was owls, we thought it was perfect! I didnt get a ton of pictures from the party, I am hoping someone else got some!!! 

Itsnt it amazing? No, I didnt make it. But thanks for thinking I did!!

The little owls made to match the fabric. LOVE how it turned out!

Now that It have taken me and hour to upload these pictures, you better enjoy them. Is anyone else having a hard time uploading? 

Happy Birthday my little man! Thank you for you content nature, your smiles and snuggles! We love you more than words can say! 

Monday, November 15, 2010

Getting back to it

To say that we have been busy is an understatement. I don't know where the last week and a half went or even what we did, but we are already half way through November. Wowza! Things here are going well. Elijah turned 1 and is now a full time sitter! We had a wonderful time at his party and were blessed with family and friends spending the day with us! Malachi has been abnormally busy the last week and his been climbing on EVERYTHING! Im predicting now a broken bone in the near future! Perhaps we could get a cool cast? The kid is a dare devil, the risker the better.

I will post pictures tonight.

Monday, November 8, 2010

No time now has been crazy! Eliajh is one, as of the 4th. We had his party. Yesterday we went to a Celebrity Chef brunch and to the hospital to visit my friend who is in liver,kidney and heart failure. She is 27. Yesterday they found a blood clot in her heart, once that is under control they can per sue a liver transplant. She is on the list and now we pray one becomes available. I've know her since I was 4. My head is spinning, my emotions are all over the place and I am scared. PLEASE pray for her and her family!!

Im off...dont know where im going but i know there is somwhere I am supposed to be. AHHHHHH!

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

All the rage


Seemingly so simple, in reality, it's not at all.

Many. Many. Many things need to be just so before one can balance on their bum.

Tummy muscles must be toned to perfection. Ribs must be descended.

And your mind must be in tip top shape to accomplish such a great feat. It's no walking on a wire, but one sudden move may send you falling through the air to your most certain death.

Risky is an understatement.

But with a mind as sharp as Mr. Miyagi and abs like The Situation, Elijah is ready.

Without further adieu...

The amazing, the talented... Elijah! Yes, his smile says it all! 

Monday, November 1, 2010

Oh what a day

We had a wonderful Halloween. We started the day off with a visit to the Japanese Gardens with Joshe's mom and dad. It was a perfect day for a fall stroll through the gardens. 

After a nice lunch we headed home to put the boys down for a nap. My mom and dad came over for pizza before we took the boys trick or treating. Here are my little duckie and tiger. 

Malachi didnt last long, it was cold and he doesn't do well with all the noise. People in our neighborhood go all out, it's crazy. After a little trick or treating, we came home and put the grumpy kiddo's to bed!

On an entirely different note...Elijah is turning one this week! We are celebrating with my parents on his actual birthday, but we are planning a HUGE party for sat. Here is a sneak peek at the theme and decor for the day...

The final look will be reveled this weekend. 

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Life Lessons

Lesson # 1

     Today I watched you struggle trying to get onto the couch. You pulled and grunted and screamed and got no where. You looked to me for help but I couldn't help you. Im sure you thought I was being a meanie and if you could speak Im sure you would have told me you hated me. You wanted SOOO badly to get on the couch and you simply failed. I want you to know that we ALL struggle with something, it's a part of life. I am, for example, a HORRIBLE cook and even though I have tried and tried, I still can not make a descent meal (I apologize for the less than appetizing meals you will endure when you are older). You see, I love you VERY much and want you to succeed in everything but you will never succeed on your own if I do it all for you. I'm trying to teach you to be independent (big word for you right now, but when I am long gone and you are reading this, you will understand). You have to learn to do things on your own and you do that with trial and error. Although it kills me to watch you get so frustrated, it's something I just have to do. Remember we went through this after your stroke? You couldn't hold your cup and wanted me to do it all the time for you. After a few days of showing you how while helping you, I stopped. Within a matter of hours you figured out how to hole the cup all by yourself. I still remember the smile you gave us when you realized you could do it. You were so proud. One day I will see that same cheeky grin when you master getting on the couch, I can't wait. But until then you must struggle and try to remember that their are lessons to be learned along the way.

I love you little man. Please never give up!

Life lesson #1 was brought to you by mom.

The first time you held you cup all by yourself a week after your stroke!!

Monday, October 25, 2010

June Cleaver

I'll admit. I am not the most organized person in the world. So with 2011 (YIKES) quickly approaching, I figured I MUST get my house organized so that I can start my new years resolution off right. Its early to being thinking of the new year, and I'l be honest, I HATE new years resolutions. So what makes 2011 different than any other year and why am I getting a head start on my unheard of resolution? The answer is house is cluttered, my house if full of things we don't use and my house is a cause of much disorganization. I want to be a super mom with dinner on the table when Josh gets home from work. I want the house to be clean and organized for him and I want to do his laundry and put it away simply to make his life easier. I LONG to be like June Cleaver, chuckle if you must, but that woman had it together. So 2011 at our household is going to be different. It will be organized and clean with closed washed and put away, not laying on the floor in the laundry room, dinner will be on the table at least 2 nights a week when josh gets home and the weekends will be free of laundry and cleaning, we will have all the time in the world to be together as a family, no chores, just fun. Ahhh..I cant wait. I will take pictures as we progress through our house, cleaning and organizing each room. I would take before pictures, but Im not that brave! hehe

Wish me luck!

Good will bag total: 5 (just clothes from our bed room we are getting rid of, the down fall of a large closet, you can fit more clothes in than you can ever wear!)

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Short, Short....ARMS!

Elijah is not as gun-ho about gross motor as Malachi is/was. I hate to say it, but at almost a year old, Elijah is not officially sitting up yet. I swear its his blasted arms that are holding him up. They are short, very short, and although I LOVE how un-proportioned they are, it only makes his quest for stable sitting nearly impossible. Who would have thought arms would play such and important role but my PT assures me they are imperative. Since we can't change the length of his arms, or his drive to sit like a big boy, we have to resort to other measures. The step stool has become our best friend and when not being used as a torture device by his bis brother, we use it for Elijah to prop his arms up on. Giving him the extra 5 inches in length has surly been to his advantage and today, for the first time ever, Elijah sat, without the use of the step stool for a whopping 10 seconds. He got a small taste of the good life and I assure you he will be longing for another taste soon. I hope this time it lasts long enough to catch on camera.

Saturday, October 16, 2010


We are always told stranger danger. It's a catchy way of reminding our children that strangers can be dangerous. Well even to this day I am leery of strangers, especially the creepy ones we meet at the mall and ask if my children are twins...come on people! This past week I was contacted by a stranger on Facebook. Yikes, I got the goose bumps. She wanted to be friends and sent a little note along with her friend request stating that our children had similar stories. I did something i NEVER do, I accepted a strangers friend request on Facebook. This lady now had access to pictures of my family and most importantly my innocent children. I decided to send her a message and after a few casual messages back and forth I found out that her 2 year old daughter had a stroke on October 1st. Then it all came flooding in. I had recently posted Malachi's story on a pediatric stroke awareness fan page. So while I was sitting in the waiting room at Malachi's eye appointment I began to cry. All those feelings of hopelessness, fear, and worry came flooding back in by simply thinking of what this stranger was going through. She messaged me again and said the location of the hospital where they were at. I sat in my chair, completely unaware of my screaming children and realized we were AT THE SAME HOSPITAL! I wrote back and said that I was there and if it were alright with her, we would come for a quick visit.

After we were done with the appointment we headed up to the PICU to see a complete stranger who is in the same place we were only a few months ago. I no longer feared this woman but instantly felt a bond with her. Her daughter only a few months younger than Malachi laid in her crib sweetly resting. Her room adorn with balloons, pictures and cards from family and friends. After a little while of visiting we left vowing to get together when her sweet little one is feeling better. We are so looking forward to that day.

 I love that we could be a source of information, encouragement and hope for her and her family. God truly worked that day and I still can't believe this stranger will now be a friend for life.

Please say a prayer for sweet J. She has come a long way but her journey is just beginning. Continue to fight, work hard and never give up and you to will beat the stroke!

Friday, October 15, 2010

I fail

Well we are about 1/2 way into October and I have already failed on my goal of posting each day this month. Oh well, no need to cry over spilled milk (not that Im crying).

Phew, I feel like I can finally take a breath, this past week has been crazy 3 doc appointments, 4 hours of therapy all on the same day and we have spent 10 hours in the car in the past 3 days. Monday we had Malachi's appointment at the feeding clinic. It went wonderful, we got some answers and some new things to work on. Thankfully she thinks this is something he will overcome. Great news!

Thursday we went to the eye doc. He said that his Rx hasn't changed. He is near sided, which we knew, but his right eye is twice as bad as his left. He is worried that he will at some point stop using his right eye which means it will start crossing and become lazy. So he suggested we work on the glasses (ugh, this is NOT going to be fun as Malachi HATES anything on his head or face). We will monitor this closely, surgery is an option if it gets to that point. We are praying it doesn't.

Today we headed by the lake for Malachi's first dentist appointment. I have been dreading this for weeks. Malachi HATES brushing his teeth (at least for me, Josh says he does fine for him, typical) and I knew it would be a fight to get him to open. The dentist specializes in kids with special needs, so that was great. They knew just how to get him to relax and open. And the best news...NO CAVITIES! Woo hoo! We have thought for a while that Malachi may have an extra tooth. After an x-ray we were informed that he is actually missing a tooth. This is actually good because his teeth are already crowded and the missing tooth will allow for extra space for the others. She said it's nothing to worry about. We also learned that the "extra tooth" we saw was not extra. This silly little tooth that looks so out of place is actually fused (below the gum line) to it's neighbor. Talk about jacked up teeth. haha Just blame it on the Down syndrome. Like the missing tooth, she said this was nothing to worry about. He goes back in 6 months for another check up. Elijah will go at that time too!

Now your caught up. Have a great weekend. Stayed tuned I have a VERY cool story to share tomorrow!

Sunday, October 10, 2010

A day to remember

The 2010 Buddy Walk was AMAZING!! The weather was perfect (88 degrees, last year it was 58), we were surrounded by the best family and friends we could ask for, we feasted on yummy food, we raised money for Down syndrome awareness AND we got some exercise! ha. It was a day full of memories we will take with us forever! Thanks to all who donated and all those who walked with us!! There are no words to express our thankfulness for you love and support!! We are truly surrounded by the most amazing people ever! Thank you, Thank you, THANK YOU!! Here are a few pictures from the day!

Tomorrow Malachi has an appointment with the feeding specialists at the children's hospital (2hours away, ugh). We are hoping to get some answers as to why this child will not eat solids. Can't wait to update you tomorrow on the results, pray for positive ones!!

Thursday, October 7, 2010

What my kids are...

My Kids are...

Loved, so loved.
Strong, overcoming so much
Silly, laughter beams from their mouth
Smart, they are able to enjoy the sweeter things in life
Willing, loving everyone and everything no matter what
Challenging, it's not always easy
People, despite what other may thing
Worthy, of so much more than many will give them credit for
Beautiful, from their almond shaped eyes to their sandal gap toes
Gifted, their presence can change your mood in an instant
Encouraging, the troubles in your life seem like nothing compared to what they go through
Blessed, so many will be on this journey to cheer them along
Stubborn, they are not always happy and easy going
They are a gift, sent to us to teach us, love us, challenge us, encourage us and bless us. Everything we do for them, they do for us  x10, not because they have to but just because of who they are. They are a gift that we are so unworthy of but so thankful for. 

Thank you my sweet boys for being nothing more than you. 
Love, Mommy and daddy

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Gotta keep movin'

Im a little disappointed by the lack of support I got regarding my last post and my FB post for those of you heading here from there. BUT, the good news is that I am going to do something and the only person I am held accountable to at the end of this life is God. So join me or not, it's your choice.

On a Much, MUCH lighter's Buddy Walk weekend!!! Woo Hoo. Wish all of you lived closer so we could meet in real life and I could love on your sweeties whom I've grown oh so found of!! Needless to say, we will have another HUGE group this year. Malachi and Eli will be the star of the day and I will beam with joy that my children are so loved by so many!! Not to mention all the money we are raising for NDSS!! It is sure to be an awesome day, I will be sure to post all about it!

After 4 hours of therapy with my boys today, I am spent. Good night, sweet dreams my sweet sweet friends!!

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

I hope this breaks your heart

 My hope is that this post will break your heart, leave you in tears, put you on your knees praying and allows you to look into you're "perfect" life. I want you have a desire, so strong, to do more. I want you to ache for these people, I want your every waking moment to be consumed by the images of their sweet faces. I pray that God puts a burden in your heart to stand up and fight with all your being for the respect these people deserve. Will you allow yourself to step out of the box, your comfortable, safe box for just a moment to watch the following video? Or will you click off this page and going on living your "perfect" life? Or even worse, will you watch it and still do nothing?

Watch the video now. 

Are you sick to your stomach? Are tears flowing down your cheeks? Are you moved to action?

Check all of the above for me please.

I will do something. Will you join me? I don't know when and I don't know how, but I will.

God use me. Use all of me to help these innocent children. I am ready, I am willing and I desire to do something more. I know you made each of those people to be more than a body laying in a crib. They are perfect in your sight and an amazing testimonial to your power. Raise up other who desire to help. Surround me with people who yearn to change lives, to get out of the box and to do something. Give me the words to say to those who turn a blind eye. Give me the strength to go and do. Only you can move this mountain and only you can set the journey. Show me, show us. Keep those safe who are already there, left to die. Give them strength to fight and courage to remain until we come.

Monday, October 4, 2010

Car-seat frustration

As much as I LOVE the ease of Elijah's infant carrier, my elbow needs a break. So we are in the market for a big boy car-seat for my little love. And, actually for my larger love. Malachi currently rocks and Evenflow Advanced, which I like, BUT, it's HUGE and takes up a ton of space. Since a mini-van is not a financial option we have right now (although my little suv is nearing 112,000 miles) we a looking into other cheaper options. We are trying to decided between and Britex Roundabout 55 and a Combi Coccoro. They are about the same price which makes our decision even more difficult. Has anyone out there experienced either of these seats? Give me advice and help me choose...or better yet, just make the decision for me. K? thanks! :)

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Big boy

My littlest love is not looking so little anymore. 

I LOVE his smile and the way his little nose turns red when he laughs.
I LOVE his easy going personality and the fact that he is almost always content.
I LOVE when he talks me while we are snuggling before nap time.
I LOVE his big brown eyes and they way they sparkle when he looks at his daddy and big brother.
I LOVE the way he wakes up with crazy bed head. 

I LOVE Elijah and EVERYTHING about him!!! He is perfect, just the way he is!

Saturday, October 2, 2010


As many of you know, Malachi LOVES to sign. His love goes so deep that he often chooses signing over actually using verbal words. We love that he can communicate so well with those chubby little hands, but audible noises would be much appreciated. His favorite signs, you ask?  Cow, Eat and Chicken. Little man is so smart, little does he know that you can eat chicken and cows! ahaha

His love for animals is what inspired us to take a trip to the Milwaukee Zoo. His favorite exhibit was the fish and turtles. I think a fish tank is in our near future!!

But the one thing that tickled his fancy the most was walking and the freedom it brings. I LOVED watching him explore. His hands touched everything (don't get me started on all the cooties we were exposed to), his eyes scanned around him and the little wheels in his brain were going faster than ever! Freedom never tasted so good!! You deserve it little man, thanks for fighting!!

Friday, October 1, 2010


Dear Family and friends,
     We can hardly believe that it's already October! So much has happened this past year. Many of you know that October is Down syndrome awareness month and the past 2 years I have participated in 31 for 21 where I commit to blog each day to raise awareness. This year is no different. I will be posting basic information, fun stories, pictures and our own experience raise 2 amazing children with Down syndrome.

    Malachi is now 2 and full of attitude! He loves to answer questions with "yeah" or "no." He is officially walking and the joy he feels shines through his smile. He is proud, I LOVE to watch that!! Brain surgery this summer went great and he is recovering quickly. We see less and less side effects of his stroke and are hopeful that he will make a full recovery. We will go back to Boston in the summer of 2011 for a follow up angiogram to see if the surgery was successful.

     Elijah will be 1 next month! Yikes! He is the most content child ever!! His smiles and giggles happen more and more and his personality is coming out. He talks all the time and eats even more than that!! This past week he has begun crawling and will no longer stay in one place. His adoption was finalized in Aug. and we were blessed enough to have my mom, brother and best friends there.

     Thats all for now. Please check back daily and let me know you were here.

Ps. For those of you that want to share you love for Elijah and Malachi on Facebook, feel free to save the following images to you desktop and use them as your profile picture.


Thursday, September 23, 2010

My new endever

Yes, my friends, I am a sewing maniac. Pants are my latest, are they not the cutest things you have ever seen? These are my first pair ever and they turns out great!!!Love them to bits, the fact that they have owls on them just lead to my obsession. So what have you all made lately? Ya know, in all your free time?  ha

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

I've got a plan

So yesterday I posted that I was going on a break. It didn't last long, I know. In the past 24 hours some things have been reviled to me. My heart is breaking.

I was on the Reece's Rainbow site and fell in love with this sweet girl.
Meet Maeve. She will he a year old on January 6th. Her sweet little face melted my heart. I'm in love and at the same time I am sick. Sickened to think that her first birthday will be spent in an orphanage, with no family or friends to spoil her with love, no cake and ice cream, no hugs or kisses, no one will sing her Happy Birthday, for her it will be just another day. What will we be doing on January 6th? Most likely recovering from a Christmas full of delicious food and an overabundance of new things. Perhaps recovering from a New Years Eve party full of memories surrounded by the ones you love. But Maeve will just be, laying in a crib completely unaware of a life outside the walls of the orphanage. This crushes my heart. It's not fair. I feel God gently tugging on my heart, asking me to do more than just hurt for these children. Im committing to pray over each of the waiting children on the Reece's Rainbow site each week. Im praying that God opens doors, moves mountains and creates a group of people in my life that will join us in doing more. Im praying families will come forward, to help raise awareness, money and yes, adopt. These children were made in Christs PERFECT image, they are here on this Earth for a reason and they deserve a chance. Im praying for BIG things to happen, will you join me? Will you pray daily for these children? Will you work on bringing awarness? Will you give up your life so that others have life? It's so worth it and it's rewards reach far beyond the physical ones here on Earth. God us me, God use us!!

Tuesday, September 14, 2010


I've been racking my brain all week trying to come up with something, anything to blog about. Needless to say, I've got nothing. So, I've decided to go on a break. I will return in a few weeks, unless of coarse something blog worthy happens sooner.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

My little Foodie

Mom what are these things?

Oh, Little apple flavored nuggets of pure heaven!!

Dad, why have you been holding out on me?? These things are delish!

Do you see it in there? I picked it up and put it in my mouth!!!

I absolutely giddy with joy!! THanks mom your the best!

Ahh, what can I say Elijah, I know. And you my, sweet boy, are the best 10 month old around!! We make a good team! But, you are growing up much to quick, slow down a little, okay?

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Just the way I like it

Gone are the lazy days of summer...

Gone are the family get together's at parks...

Gone are county fair's...

Things have been, shall I say, boring?? Probably just jinxed myself, but it's true. Since Josh has gone back to work, it's been business as usual around here. We have therapy up the wazoo, schedule's, appointments and work to get done. 
It's back to working on walking...

And sitting up...

Things are boring and that's just the way I like it!!

One more picture for you

Boys will be boys...